2 Love Poems

[Аноним] - 16 Dec, 200216 Dec, 2002 - 23y10m ago

Blond, Brunet, Red Head
What’s the difference if you don’t have a head?
Love, Love is just a fake religion
Hollywood sells in there movies and shows
Where two people are happy at the end of the show

The real world is so much darker
With love bringing pain with no end
Do I love her? Sure but what is the point

If all that she does is go home to another
If all that she does have no meaning no soul
She tells me she loves me she wrote me a note
But in her action everything she does hurts

I tell her I love you and mean every word
She tells me she loves me but why I don’t know
Her action speak louder then her

So what should I do… should I wait, should I stay?
Or should I just move on and hurt for a day
Day? Whom am I kidding this pain will just stay
For more then a year or maybe a lifetime
Will this pain make me better, stronger
No it will just hurt because I will lose her but hey its love right?
Or just an emotion that I was sold

Why did I buy it when from the beginning I knew she was evil?
What will happen to these two us? Will she keep lying to me,
to the other or will she just leave, escape from her work
and lie to the rest of the world?
Will she try to be happy or just run away?
I will be here for her every day.
But when is there time to look out for me
When will I try to make my life better?

I know she’s the one but what difference does that make
if she does not want what I am selling?
Did I fail, is she broken?
I will not know what the future will hold only that I will just hurt.

Every night when I try to sleep I am thinking of her
As I am trying to sleep, my thought race at incredible pace
With one thought coming the other thought going
A mess of ideas so large it is scary

What is she thinking when she is going to sleep?
“I am so happy that I’m sleeping here
He does not love me as much as he says
So it ok that I sleep with the other
It’s just a phase”
No I reply that is not so. I know that I love you
How do I make it so that you can see this?
What can I do that will show you that this risk is worth
taking at least just for now. You always can leave if you are not happy
I just want you to try and see how it goes.
How do you know that you will not be happy?
when all you do is cut hope at the knees

What is she thinking when she is awake sitting next to the other?
“I am leaving this country why should I bother
it is safe here why should I change
what if I love him what will I do
this is not what I need it’s to early to soon”
This thought keeps appearing and I have no answer
I know I can’t fix this it is not up to me
She must decide what she wants, how can I help her?

Sometime I wake and think
“Oh my God whom am I kidding?! She is not thinking of me?
I am the last person she would star thinking about
Who am I that she should concern her beautiful head about?”
This gives me nightmare and I can not sleep
It makes me just lie there in cold bitter sweat.

Ya - 16 Dec, 200216 Dec, 2002 - 23y10m ago

Koroche, rebyata, yasno odno: devchonki vse zverski obigenu na mygshin, a mygshinu vse zverski, kak ya vigy, obigenu na genshin. Prichina v tom, chto i ta, i drygaya storonu putautsya pokazat dryg drygy lubov, no obe storonu etogo ne vidyat i ne ponimaut. Zatem sledyet obida, izmena, gelanie sdelat nazlo, obidet' dryg dryga. Zatem idet razruv otnoshenii i vospriyatie vseh osobei protivopolognogo pola prakticheski kak vragov. Kryshenie nadegd, obigennost na ves belui svet, i t.p. Ogovorus: proishodit eto obuchno ne posle pervogo raza, a posle neskolkih poputok i neydachnogo oputa v lubovnuh otnosheniyah; prosto s kagdum razom ybegdennost v tom, chto vse osobi protivopolognogo pola- svolochi- stanovitsya vse krepche. No, vidimo, cherez eto prosto NADO proiti, nado imet etot oput, chtobu v bydyshem znat, kak but v razlichnuh sityaciyah, kak stroit otnosheniya i chto ot gizni voobshe gdat. A gizn- shtyka tyagelaya... No odnovremenno i ochen priyatnaya.

[Аноним] - 16 Dec, 200216 Dec, 2002 - 23y10m ago
Ya: thank you for the interpretation. i was hoping somebody would say something just one question does it sound like i am mad at the girl or just sad that she is goes (use to) go home to another?

Ya - 16 Dec, 200216 Dec, 2002 - 23y10m ago

Tu prav, you are sad, that she use to go home to another. Izvini, prosto v celom kartina otnoshenii megdy mygshinami i genshinami vuglyadit imenno tak, kak ya opisal(a) vushe. Tvoi slychai - eto konkretnaya sityaciya, moget v chem-to i otlichnaya ot ostalnuh. No nikto ne znaet, chto gdet vperedi. Kstati, ochen horosho, chto she goes to another. V otnosheniyah etogo tipa esli dage i proishodit razruv, to vospominaniya chasto ostautsya horoshimi, teplumi, dobrumi. A poroi eti otnosheniya dovolno dolgie i stabilnue, kak raz potomy, chto she goes to another. This another vidit poroi te storonu lubimoi osobu, kotorue tu ne vidish, tak kak ne givesh s nei... Tak chto vse eto moget but nadolgo. Ponimau, hochetsya prosupatsya vmeste, logitsya spat, celovat pri kagdom ydobnom slychae i t.p. A moget, i horosho, chto vu ne prosupaetes vmeste? Eta proza gizni... Lico posle sna bez kosmetiki, plohoe nastroenie, kotoroe prosto nevozmogno vsegda skruvat, esli givesh s kem-to i drygie prozaichnue veshi ... Podymai...

[Аноним] - 17 Dec, 200217 Dec, 2002 - 23y10m ago
Ya: you are correct when the split happend we did stay friends but the split was not my choice i still strong fealings there but for some reason no new poems. but it's that other part of the relationship that i was missing the part about waking up with no makeup and being there when she was fealing down or upset

Ya - 17 Dec, 200217 Dec, 2002 - 23y10m ago
Eto tvoi vubor...

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